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I am a magician and an artist.
I am a Lover of Knowledge
And a hand-maiden of Wisdom.
I dwell where I will,
in all hearts that Love Life.
I am in all things
because I embrace no-thing.
In the calamity of the storm,
I have found solace under a carapace
away from the world elephant
snuggled in to the shell of my Lover.
Time passes over me
because i am eternity.
In poetry is motion
and in metaphor lies Truth.
Away from reason the false seducer;
in the mouth of the devourer
I am made new
and made whole.
Yet in all this,
I am not myself.

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I live in pterborough, ontario. I am attending trent university for biochemistry. My main passion is Magick, the art of willed change. I come at this from many point, though my main point is the 93 current. I am owned by a little book called Liber AL vel legis and it tells me to do things. I enjoy long rituals in dark forests and conversations with gods under moonlit skies. I am also on the prowl for immortality- both biological and alchemical. My interests are in anything that is hidden or kept from "profane" eyes. All which is hermetically sealed i find to be comforting. Though I hate Ism's, i do have a few like more than others; gnosticism, taoism, occultism, hermeticism, esotericism... I also quite like yoga, tai chi and ninjitsu. I love the chaotic process of life which I have found is weaving its tendrils all around me; that wonderful genetic double helix winding its way through eternal combinations, infinite cmplexity, variety and possibility. My cells are not my own- I am a conglomerate of miniscule entites and I, I am the spokesman for them- I am the spokesman for cells everywhere, for life everywhere. I am responsible for a Planet and for Life itself. I am the universe in its becoming self aware of itself. I like laboratory alchemy, dissolving and combining, boiling and distilling. I enjoy the laboratory of life, the swirling and mingling patterns of energy I see in everything from a rock to my social interactions and friendships.

I like this process.

In biology, my interests are plants, neurochemsitry and genetics. Of course, I am also highly tripped out by cells, by tissues, by animals and generally by HOW life IS. I am intrigued about the chemical nature of consciousness, those patterend vibrations of atomic matter and how the Universal Consciousness I am borrowing filters in through that; how does changing the filter alter what reality patterns we perceive? How does DNA as the genetic blueprint manage to make its way to the point of being self aware of itself through
me? And, by way of Dune, what is the possibility of genetic memory? The storage of racial and even cross species instinct and memory in those winding coils of so called "garbage" dna?

I am a cultural radical it seems, as well. I expressed many ideas, which for some reason or another, get me into trouble with average people who have average ideas. So I support the strong type over the weak; I promote genetic immortality and biological mutation; so I want biotechnology that allows me to plant my house, or grow a tree in under a year; so I am am pro science, pro man, and pro consciousness evolution all without needing a "god" concept... I am all for contact with praeter-human intelligences by utilizing the control of the brain. I am a realist and an idealist- but I am also quite harsh in my judgements of others- how so many people need to die on this planet to balance things out. I also support One Law for All Men- Do What Thou Wilt. Simple enough, or at least so I thought. But too many people think about it way to much. LIFE GOOD, THOUGHT BAD!!!! I dont know why I cause such a stir in some people, but such is the way it seems to go.

I am always looking for open minded, chilled out and productive collaborators and friends to talk about all of this with. I may appear to be prickly on the surface, but only to protect a squishy interior.

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